Nixrael's blog

You worry. I hate it.

...Those look you keep sneaking me when you thinks I am not watching. Eyes so full of fear for me? So gentle now when there is sex. Watchful if I am in my armor and listening for the tell-tale creak of bones or popping of joints.

I remember when you looked upon us in awe, Emmerich. The ladies of the Keepers that you met. Remember? We took down a beast older than your mind could comprehend and you were afraid of us. Of me.

Use to call me the strongest person you ever knew; still do but-

(( Story itching at the back of my brain for a while, but these emotions are so hard to pin down for me.))

So there was this Riot that happened but-

I'm not going to talk about that yet. I'm more interested with chatting about this letter I got in the mail from a tiny little friend.

Why do things have to be like this? The world has been shaken up.

My bones are ice and now I have to go to the Ebon Hold weekly so they don't break... Amal'thazad tells me he doesn't know- Unknown how long this'll work until I just crumble.

Name and Age?
"Nix'rael is the name my parents gave me at birth, Seeker is what I was dubbed when I became a Magi and- Umh." She blushes, small smile on her lips. "Draenei don't do last names but I think mine will end up being Vogel. Oh, age! Right, three hundred seventy...something something."

Hildor tried to purchase mushrooms to make me better, the Dealer was a moron. The Dealer tried to kill him, tried to kill me. Grenades like the ones he used on me before. Hildor lived. We're okay for it

This piece of paper has been ripped out of a journal and looks like a small animal chewed on it, someone who wears shoes stepped on it and now it seems that someone tried to salvage and smooth this shred of paper out.

Read all the books Lanni and Cyo brought me. Read all the mage books which is a sore reminder to what I was before they whole Death Knight-y thing. Even read the paladin tome and the 'Sexual positions for Dummies' Three Little Quillboars that Cyo left. My pets were not impressed with my story telling abilities. Need distractions. Need-

Lists are good

Dear Radok,

Sorry for a late reply. The tea you gave me has done wonders and I can't thank you enough for it. Heh, I hope you still welcome my rambunctious lot into the Serpent and I can't wait to wander in for a visit once more.

How is your leg doing by the way? I fear I gained my own leg issues so perhaps we can hobble about on crutches together and look like fools?

I actually have a few Warlock related questions to ask you and if you're in good enough health, I'd love a visit at the Ledgerman where I'm staying within Dalaran.

Radok sent me a letter with Tea and.....other things. It eases the pain and cools the fever, so I'm thankful. I'm glad he doesn't bear me any ill will with the whole...tossing his Waitress into the Stocks. I need to send him a thank you letter back. There isn't much else I can do and now I really can't leave the bed.

I made myself worse. I needed to get out of this damned bed and moonwells ease the pain.

Did not go as planned.

Unknown Poison, Malyian owned?

Ingested with Frightwine, effects take about ten minutes to start up

Appearance: Residue on vial was black and the color of Frightwine looks deep blue in a mug anyway so easy to not notice...

Known Components:
Silverleaf - Boosts constitution and endurance. Possibly used as masking agent for taste due to it's sweet taste. Good for tea.

Things were.... They were good. Sure, people wanna kill Death Knights all of a sudden but- ...Ah, Noblegarden was fun.... I got to burrow into Emmerich's lap as a bunny and got to coddle him as one. ..heh. Plenty of new Recruits about as well. Some trouble-making ones, loud mouths but.... It's funny how everyone still settled in as we needle each other. Happy, happy wedding planning and ponderings. Happy whispering with Emmerich under the covers as we dual-dreamed about our future home.

Then it all comes crashing down again.

Went to the Caverns of Time today with Emmerich, Grator, and one of our new recruits. Of course Grator and I were turned into Humans for our little culling of Stratholme. Nothing out of the usual there. We slaughtered the undead and helped the young Prince. It wasn't until the end that things got.....uh....

Grator took off his helmet while he still had the human guise on. He looked exactly like Thordaern! Grator looked like the late Stormwind Guard Commander without his hair grown long and in a ponytail!

This entry is.... The script isn't the usual slashing letters, instead everything is so curvy and fluid!

Wow, everything is just so good right now!! All our enemies are dead or MIA, people are getting married and spring is here!!! I've never been so Light damned happy about a season before!

((Slight graphics warning and have a fitting song here.))

I should be writing about how my Keepers executed Malyian. Should speak on how I found Emmerich hiding in a bottle and an emotional wreck. Write down the detail of tucking ourselves away in bed with wet faces and how...I'll never get bear cuddles again but-

I can't, not with what happened tonight.

Emmerich asked me about the same time that....that I asked him and-

He said yes. I said yes. WE said yes. He-

OhLightOhShitOHFUCKOhLight.

It hit me. Hey guess what Nix? You're gonna get....get....

So what am I? I get enough names flung at me that it makes my head spin. Having 'Monster' shouted at me is becoming old hat. Can't the lot of you figure something new out? The whole monster thing goes hand in hand with being a Death Knight so calling me such a thing gains no response when you wish to rib me. Then there is the 'Child' thing. Hey, guess what? I'm not considered a full adult until I hit one thousand years and I'm not even halfway there yet...

((Required listening here.))

More bad days. Such things my Rogue discovers. Era and Mesa as well. They've made nice with that Druid, Bellethiel. Get in close and gather information. What they learn turns my stomach. The woman is in deep and fancies herself in love with Yarane. Worse?  She has a ring on her finger that he gave her!

He thinks I'm lying. He thinks he's taken on THE Dragon Aspect of the Earth and he calls ME a liar of all things?